34 days

What's on my mind? 34 days. This gives me one of those rushes of excitement. Like when you remember something exciting is going to happen and you suddenly get really happy. Graduation it's going to be a good day. Maybe I should write a poem about it.
Graduation is upon us.
The day we have been waiting for.
A new chapter is ahead,
And we will turn back no more.
TJ is gone. I might as well be gone.
Now we decide who we really want to be.
Won't it be interesting to see.....

I'll obviously become a famous poet.

Instructions

Have you seen Larry Crowne? Is a good movie. In the college class Larry is in, they have a day where they have to get up and give instructions on how to do something they are an expert at and it reminded me that I need to do my blog posts. It was a perfect example. Larry gave instructions on how to make French toast.
I'll give instructions on how to properly fix a flat tire. I got one the other day about two minutes into my ride. And instead of fixing it, I just had my mother come get me. Maybe there's some meaning behind this. I could have chosen to fix my problem and move on. But instead I ran from my problem.... so cowardly.
First, remove the wheel with the flat tire. Then release some air (unless it's already completely flat). Now pop the tire off and feel for any thorns. If there's a thorn or nail, remove it so you don't ruin your new tube. Then carefully place the new tube in and fill it up with air. Then ride your bicycle. Don't be a coward.

Top five

Jackie O.- words for him
Dimitri Snow- nothing but Us, and the stars
Destiny Preach- bones
Lost and found-dead flowers
Suzie Zurflu- miss you

Forgotten chair.

I am forgotten. Nobody has put me up for the night where my legs can rest from a long day. A long day of little roudy kids, large bums and constant food dropping onto me. I'm tired. Nobody has wiped me down or tucked me into bed. I am the only forgotten one.

Happy with a calm life.

This spring break I don't care about going to Puerto Rico or London. I just want to CHILL. Watch TV. Eat yummy food. Look at pinterest. I'm okay with doing nothing.
I've been thinking a lot about the video we watched that was about learning to be alone. I think I'm learning how to be alone. It's fun to be okay with being alone.  You get to be selfish. You get to go what you want to do.

I would be surprised if I get asked to prom. And I'm okay with not getting asked. Usually I'd be really sad I think, but this year I'm just over high school. I think I've been to enough dances. It makes me happy that I feel fine about this. No more uncomfortable dresses for me :)

It's okay to be happy with a calm life.

Jealousy

"Jealousy is a disease, love is a healthy condition. The immature mind often mistakes one for the other, or assumes that the greater the love, the greater the jealousy - in fact, they are almost incompatible; one emotion hardly leaves room for the other."
Robert A. Heinlein
I think this is a cool thought about jealousy. It's true that when you love, whether you love yourself, or somebody else, there is less room for jealousy. Right now we should all probably learn to love ourselves more and quit being jealous of others.

They're probably jealous of you.